Dear world, let me tell you. Success is not measured by how much greater you think you are in comparison to another person. Success is how much you have excelled in all the areas that you dislike about yourself. Until you understand this, you will never level up in happiness. And you will have not fixed anything.
I believe that it's almost impossible to explain how you feel to someone else. In a way where they can feel exactly as you feel. Since you can't give them your nerves or your heart, you have to move them with words that hit the same nerves that hit you. And it's almost as impossible as letting someone drive your car to a far destination they've never been to before. Without navigation or a map.